14/12/2009

Me and Amy during our work~~She's posing like a pro =) bt failed!! i could say hahahahaha
This is my tired face before i started to work =(


i'm so tired now.. dunno what to do bt not so sleepy yet.. so i've decided to update my blog. Today, only me and amy were working at The Golf Club. There's no customer today.. only 2 customers came in and one of them said he wanted to purchase the simulator which cost 80,000 USD... =) there's nothing special happened today.. In the afternoon, Velva drop by to visit us and we chit-chat alot together =) gossip girls ^^ Amy was damn pissed off with S. hmmm... i just can say that she need an asistant cause she cant handle everything well. She doesnt listen to ppl's advice or take others' suggestion... sigh~! i just hope can work happily and no argument with her... Dear picked me up after work then before tat i showed him around the golf club =) dinner at his grandpa's hse and they cooked tong sui for us.... my stomach is super damn full-filling nw so i cant take shower first.. after bath i think i'll off to bed and get a good rest for tomorrow's corporate event... good night peeps...

Once i arrived Hotel Novotel, first thing was get to their washroom to make up.. =)

Peace and good night peeps ..... Muacckkksss...

13/12/2009

It's been pretty long since i last update my blog. I'm kinda happie today as i don't have to work =) my semester break is going to end very soon =( for the month of november, i spent most of the time working for jeffrey as sony ericsson promoter. I was kinda frustated and fed up with his job as it was really torturing and the client was very fussy!!!! they pay us rm120 per day 10am to10pm,yet they requested us to work as like they're giving us rm250 per day... wth.... damn pissed off!!!! i told myself, i wont work for him anymore this is ridiculous~!! however thanks god i found a much more better job... in december, in fact i was thinking to work as show girl in pc fair, end up i didn't as i found a better offer which is at starhill A Journey Through Time event.. i was very lucky n proud to meet Dato. Jimmy Choo and a lot of celebrities like Ning Baizura, Dennis Lau, Tiara Jacquelina, Stephen Rahman and so. The best part is i met a few babes which are super friendly and niceee =) not to mention all of them r pretty chicks =) and i managed to work with raine again =) poor thing is i was only working for 4 days as i was told to work for The Golf Club from 7th onwards then they changed my schedule in last minute =.= otherwise i'll get to earn few hundred bucks more.. =( anyway i'm now working at The Golf Club KL City Center, which is located at the underground of Hotel Novotel(opposite Pavillion Shopping Mall). It's fun to have work there as i meet a lot of new girls and new people. It's a high class place where u can play virtual golf, regardless of the weather and everything.. anyway i'll be working there on n off till my next semester starts... i want to work non-stop to earn money!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm back after MIA for so long =PFunnie face =x


Happy couple =) Me and Mr Jay <3
i hope i can be happie all the time... i'm trying to be optimistic all the time =)

January 2010 is coming very soon =) i'm looking forward for this upcoming year.. cause i'll turn into 21 yrs old =) i promised myself, on my bday i gonna go to genting's casino as i failed 3 times!!!! they blocked me everytime !! of course i dont want to bribe them to get in!! and if possible, i'll get myself a tattoo =) this is what i wish for.. bt of course i want it to be made at the very private part *hehe good girls gonna gone bad *winkzzzz

anyway it's 11.32pm now. Time for me to iron dear's working suit and brush my teeth before i off to bed.. gotta wake up at 7am again tomorrow =( i wish i have other choice =( good night peeps.. looking forward to hang out with my girls (kate/yvonne/amy) for shopping spree n clothes hunting for the very soon xmas =) muackkkkkksksssss... xoxo

30/9/2009

i don't know y~~ i have no mood to go for economics class... it is such a boring subject..cause i've been studying the same subject n same thing for 2 semesters.. this is the 3rd semester..i loose the passion to study that i suppose to have.. i loose the motivation to remind myself my aim n goal.. i cant see my future... really mad with myself... i hate long holidays!! from now on...study mode activated!! dad, i'm sorry i know u gone really mad...n disappointed... sorry for the warning letter that u received in every semester.. i owes promise u bt never work hard on it... sorry daddy... i cried this afternoon..i know dad u work so hard to raise me.. yet this is wad u get in repay.. if i were u...i'll kill my daughter.. sorry daddy.. i'm blaming myself..for not hardworking enuf...for the laziness... for everything!! GOD.. u've gone far away from me.. it's my fault for not going to church for decade n only look for u when i was in trouble... i hope u'll guide me..bless me in everything i do..bless my family n friends... wish them healthy and take care of them.. nothing happened recently... just the devil is controlling me..the lazy devil... the sleeping devil.. all the bad devils...shoo shoo shoo!!!!~~~ i dont want to be like this.. i dont want to think of anything now.. i just want to make sure i catchup with all the assignments...testsss...quiz.....n finals the most important... short sem with long holiday..seems like it's not tat good as i expected.. sigh~~~ sorry daddy~~ the unlimited forgiveness n love u sacrificed... i'll return it back to u in future as in 100 times... nobody is perfect...so do i.. i'm sure all the human beings will be facing the same situation.. most important is do not give up.. nothing is easy n nothing is impossible..confront n overcome it then u're a successful person~ be proud of me some day dad.. thanks mum for not scolding n mumble me.. u know me n understand me very well.. although u like to mumble me sometimes..bt i know u're just showing ur concern n love.. 4 more weeks..then i'll be having my final exam.. dear kate...thanks for showing ur concern to me all the time.. although we din see each other everyday or every week.. bt really thanks for ur support n stand by me... catch up with u some days...xoxo =)

Dearest mummy and me

ps: 1st of october 2009.. gonna be a brand new day for me n everything gonna turns good...^^ winks.. be optimistic no matter what condition u faced... accept it and overcome it^^

sunday 7/6/2009

yesterday went out with ma dear yvonne.. first we went to the korean restaurant to have lunch... but i've forgot to take photos to show u guys the food..it's really delicious...and cheap..!!!~~ love it will definitely goo again!!~~

then we took cab n went to sunway pyramid.. bought a dress and then around 5 pm we headed to mentari yuen steamboat buffet to have dinner....we'd started our dinner around 5pm n finished around 8pm...4 hours we talked n ate non stop...haha..felt quite guilty as they was really long queue out there waiting for tables..but we just dont want to leave until our stomach is really stuffed!!~~~ spent nearly rm100 today... ^^

then just now yen yang called me..told me tat tuesday have got econ test...OMG...i was stunned cause i didn't know about it!!~~ it comes so suddenly(mayb caused of i din attend her classes) so i didn't know...took out ma notes to look through it...then i've found tat i dont understand at all...blur blur blur n a lot of question marks... now then i regreting for owes have missed her class...sorry ms grace..haha..will try to attend ur class..cause it's really boring and boring@@...

A series of random retarded faces~~

It was friday night and was soo boring..soon i discovered something fun yet stupid thing to do.. hardly i'll make this kind of face expressions but it's really fun!!~~ cam-whoring all the time weee~~~~~~~~~

DEAD BLOG!!~

dead blog... no mood and time to update it recently.. but been so busy for nothing.. hmm..nothing happened recently..but ma dear has changed his job..now he is working at a cut above sunway pyramid.. been so worrying of something..all ma girls know wad's tat..eeee.... dun really like it but wad CAN i do? hmm... anyway, i feel tat i've changed..really changed.. i have learnt not to hear, not to see..not to bother..not to ask.. and ma life is really happier now..y keep bothering urself with all the nonsense thing tat u cant control..? everything just let it be naturally... dun try to change or control anything..!! i'm much more happier..not tat tension n stress nymore^^ proud of maself..^^ eew..but something still bothering me act...the tuition fees!!~~ how aye?? scare daddy cant bear it.. have to cover sooo much burden.... plus ma sista is going to finish form 5 soon n she needs daddy to support her as well....maybe study a level wil better for sis since she is really smart girl..^^ right??haha..know u must be so happy whn see ma blog:P but it is truth.. but i'm pretty sure God will guide me what to do... as daddy said..i just have to focus on ma studies now..other things dun need to bother it..ya..dad's right...

anyway m looking forward to hang out with ma lao po(yvonne) tomorrow...^^ never seen her for ages..both of us r sooo busy with our own things... tomorrow will have brunch with her at bangsar..korean food which highly recommended by her..^^ she's dying for it^^ after brunch we'll take cab to sunway pyramid..to do some shopping..hunt for clothes and cosmetics mayb..oh ya..i need high heels as well na.. i dunno since when i'll like tis girlish stuff as i;ve been owes think tat wearing heels is just torturing maself...haha.. anyway will look bit slimmer n taller with the heels on me..so y not give a try??

keep stalking and i'll update ma blog again probably tomorrow night or mostly sunday..^^ have a nicee weekend all ma dear frenssss.....^^ X.O.X.O

16/05/2009

ma birthday...went to hulu langat to have dinner...damn..i like tat place very much...the environment..the view...the food..and the everything..i found tat the boss really know how to maximize their profit...the maximize the usage of tables and car park...if those who dont have a good driving skill...u would really bang others car since every singlee space also been used to park car...their food r so damn nice yet cheap~~~ but the road to there is quite dangerous cause it's so dark..so must focus and drive carefully....


Take this before going out...again looked damn tired..~~~


This is ma meal...special chicken chop..hmm...not bad^^ it's much more better if compare to any other western food restaurant^^


This one is man li's meal...black pepper lamb chop...hmm...the taste is still ok cause she let me tried a little piece..i still prefer the chicken one^^



This is ma dear's meal...very tasty...chicken marryland...love this one the most..definitely will order this one if i go there again^^ kate remember our date to hulu langat^^haha..

Above are all food from KL View Western Food Restaurant...all of you must give a try!!~~

me and ma dear..before going back~~~
Birthday cake from dear~~~thanks honey!!~~muackkzz..love u sooo much^^

Amp Square Karaoke~~~

just now midnight went to sing k at Sunway pyramid..it's a new place which called Amp Square..went there with kate, kenneth and jay..eew..their service..damn bad and slow... the only good thing i figure out is their price is the cheapest among all the karaoke... oh ya..and also their renovation is quite nicee...comfortable.

Here is their price..haha..wadever thing put in my bag will become so rubbish-like..sorry..^^

And people..i think if really nothing special i wont go there for 2nd time..cause the place is really hard to find..so inner and inner part it's located..shit...almost get lost...stupid place....


Here is it...a tasty bread..look nice and delicious huh?anyone wanna try...i've got so many let me know if u guys wanna try it out ya...^^to kate: keep tis secret for me ok?u know wad i mean..haha... this bread..smells soo good...love it so much...thanks ya dear kate...^^



Dear kate and her bf~~kate is like paparazzi..haha..keep on snap snap snap.....:P


This is me~~before going out...was really tired can see from ma serious eye bags...eeew...

Here comes the miss paparazzi....see~~haha...very cute girl she is..yet her face doesn't match her age...she is 22yrs old ord^^ cant believe right???


Here come us...me and Mr.J^^ our tired face...regret to sing at this late.....haha


taken before going back.....damn damn damn sleepy~~~~zzzzZzzzz

sorry amy i ffk today...sorry sorry sorry i really couldn't wake up on time..too bad u have to work tomorrow otherwise will date u out for sure no more ffk tis time....sowieeee.... sorry i din call u i scare u're still mad..^^hope u will forgive me when see this ya..muacckkss love ya~~~ and again i missed my class...actually not planning to go as well..haha..^^ :p

Cant skip class next week onwards...otherwise really cant catch up.....hate econ the most!!~~boringg boring boring..... everyday living a boring life...y y y life like tat??

Girls' Thinkings

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers " I'm fine " after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says " I love you " ... she means it.
When a GIRL says " I miss you " ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....
Find a guy ... who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
who calls you back when you hang up on him.
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Who turns to his friends and says, " That's her!!

shhhhh........

just wake up...sooo tired..yesterday went to steamboat with man li...after that yum cha with dear kate and her bf at station 1 subang here... got home around 2am then took shower...y the things i hate happen again n again?? shit....

我要静静的。。
我不想知道。。
我不想听。。
不想看。。
不想去感觉。。
不想去问。。
什么都不想。。

也许睁一只眼闭一只眼会让自己好过很多。。。
不要去在意。。不要去在乎。。不要去找答案。。就静静的。。。静静的。。让时间冲淡一切。。。
好像越来越陌生。。。越来越远。。。越来越淡了。。还是想太多？？
我选择放在心里。。。等你自己察觉到底发生什么事情了。。才想该怎样解决？
你已走火入魔了。。走不走得出来。。就看你自己了。。
在我心中对你真的很多很多的疑问。。。越来越多。。
好像很了解你。。但其实又并不怎么了解你。。。
但我也不想知道真相。。就静静的。。让一切过去吧。。。

eeeeeee...puffy+dark circles+serious eye bags..just slept for 5 hours and was crying before i slept...that's y that's y.. i wake up so early not because of i want to go to class..i'm hungry hungry hungry...just wake up to buy breakfast later... i'm not in d mood to study today..i'm sure i cant absord wadever the lecturers teach today..so there''s no meaning for me to go right?sorry dad..i promise u not to skip anymore but i still do..just give me one day to relax..i promise no next time k? shhhhhhh...........peace......

what a bad day

eeewwww...... so damn mad... yesterday night the air cond got problem..the water keep falling out from it...just like waterfall..and all my books, mags, and bags got wet!!~~shit!! yet,this is still not the worst thing... because i cant switch on the aircond to sleep...it'll make my bed wet as well...then i opened the fan..the small little wang hang on the wall..not ceiling..i din manage to sleep the whole night..i got on my bed at 2am..but then gueess wad time i fell asleep?it's 5.30am...OMG i was really tired and sleepy..but still manage to wake up n went to the class..hopefully the owner will appoint ppl to repair my aircond today otherwise i really wont go to class tomorrow..

Recently been addicted to facebooks games..esp the Bejeweled..haha..whole day stick in front of lappy and play that game..even when i sleep and close my eyes..it was all the picture of the games..eee..but i still want to play..i want score higher...^^ will go for steamboat tonight with frens..haha..gonna empty my stomach now till later and eat-all-i-can..^^ xoxo =)

爱一人

如果你不爱一个人,

请放手.

好让别人有机会爱她.

如果你爱的人放弃了你,

请放开自己,

好让自己有机会爱别人.

有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,

有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.

人生中有许多种 .

但别让自己为一种伤害.

有些缘分是注定要失去的,

有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,

爱一个人不一定要拥有,

但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.

男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.

女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,

我选择谎言;

如果谎言一种伤害,

我选择沉默;

如果沉默是一种伤害,

我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，

你怕不怕付出 ,

如果迷乱是苦，

你会不会选择结束,

如果追求是苦，

你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,

如果分离是苦，

你要向谁倾诉,

好多事情都是后来才看清楚,

好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

***爱&缘分***

１.她無聊時陪她〃

２.她難過時安慰她〃

３.男生要主動點〃

４.多約女友出去〃

５.不能讓女友主動約〃

６.讓她每天都開心愉快〃

７.要好好對待女友〃

８.順從女友的意〃

９.不要讓她傷心難過〃

１０.當她被欺負要立刻去保護她〃

１１.不要隱瞞女友事情〃

１２.不能背叛女友〃

F.O.O.L???

你 总爱编织谎言
我 负责配合表演
所有改变
只为了进入 你的世界
这情节 重复了一百遍
才发现 是你的心太野
你 划定楚河汉界
我 不能轻易犯规
所有时间
都是先给了 你优先权
不自觉 爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡 一年 两年
才看见 我有多狼狈
爱到妥协 到头来还是无解
绑着你不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重写
你已下最后通牒
我躲在我的 世界
你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想再为你掉泪
我了解 不会变
不再徘徊 开始自己的明天

this is one of jolin's new song lyrics...it's just so meaningful... speechless now..lung so pain...hard to breath... Silence doesn't mean i'm wrong.. i just dont want to argue.. all i want is PEACE!!! haha..u want me to believe u... do u see there's a lie in the word beLIEve? all guys r really big liar... this is so ridiculous.. Is it hard for u guys to b honest? n the most funnything is u wan me to apologize??OMG.... haha..i'm a fool...a real fool... u really pissed me off...seriously yes... i wont take any action.. when u realise that i never care about u anymore...then it means that i had let go everything.. i'll just give up when things come to worst.. diana, take a deep breath..hold your tears..u're a big girl...nothing can let u down so easily right? yeeesss...i'm a strong girl... but not a miss independent.. i hate maself for being too rely to others... i'll learn to be independent... yes i really willl.....daddy mummy...i miss u so much...

Happy Mothers' Day

Today is 10th of may..which is the official date of Mothers' Day..But for all of us as a mummy's children...everyday is a mothers' day for us. We must listen to their every word and advise.We must obey them and not to make them mad. We must show them concern and love on everyday...every moment..not just when mothers' day come. And for their wish..they do not want to get any luxurious from us..or even an expensive pressie from us..they just want us to behave..be good..study hard..and most important is never ever get in touch with any bad habit..they just want us to be healthy and happy all the time. I really thanks GOD for giving me such a grandness parents. They keep sacrifice all the time..working all the time just to raise this family and for us to study. Even when they sick..they will not tell us cause they dont want us to worry about them. Hmm..after wake up i call mum to wish her Happy Mothers Day..She's so happy and we talked for around 15 mins..then i just noticed that daddy got food poisoning last night..eeee...stupid restaurant i ask mum never ever buy food from that restaurant again..then i hang up mummy's phone n call dad.his sound is really weak n tired..he told me tis morning he went to work..i was thinking like..WTH?today is holiday how come u still work..grr..anyway daddy have a good rest..if still pain then go to doctor there to get injection..:) m soooo hungry now..dunno wad to eat.. actually tonite wanna steamboat..but it has been fully booked..so gotta think of another place to eat.....headache.. Hereby i wish all the mummysssss HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY...muackks...love u dad n mum...i'll remember my promises...^^